#490: The Last Time
Does this qualify as emotional abuse? I think I have a strong case.
Not even a month ago, I posted a picture of me carrying Momo. And, sure, it was tough, but still doable! In the meantime, though, I re-injured my back for unrelated reasons, and so that in combination with the fact she’s really hulked out in the past month has meant I literally cannot even get her off the ground. And that’s hard to take!
Seeing ‘last times’ pass you by sucks at every age, but the babyhood ones didn’t get to me because I was pretty emotionally checked out. These ones, though? The ones that herald her transformation from malleable little kid to savvy tween? I’m not doing so great on ’em!